half emo, half animo

ang tagal na ulit

2007-12-14T02:36:00.000-08:00

ang tagal ko nang hindi nagsusulat sa blog na to.
for some reason.

busy?
thesis?
lazy?
saturated sa pagsusulat dahil sa wrifilm?

hmm, i looooooved wrifilm. one of the best courses i've had.

can't think. brain in vacation mode.

i heart ipod.

*heart heart heart with lightning bolt*

it's been a while

2007-11-18T16:41:00.000-08:00

it's been ages since my last post.

will update later on the bloody "sembreak" and the catastrophic, but somehow fulfilling, media speaker series.

roadtrip yesterday, dated november 18, 2007.
with misha, jaja and jason.

from magallanes to ternate, cavite.

PUERTO AZUL.
Shake, Rattle and Roll 9.
ENGKANTO.

i actually got to see a real-life movie shoot yesterday.
yes, yes, i was jumping up and down in ecstasy yesterday. but just in my head.

IT WAS THE EPITOME OF COOLNESS.

we were "hanging out" at the monitor with director Topel Lee. haha! *jumps up and down*

Topel showed us the interior location, told us all sorts about lights and filters and big-ass stands and scaffolding (new big word), and basically taught us about real-life filmmaking in the span of FOUR hours.

i learned more in those four hours than in the lecture part of my two terms of FEATURE FILMMAKING and CINEMATOGRAPHY.

that says a lot.

may mas cool pa sa pagkatuto namin!!! pinaupo kami ni Topel sa monitor, sa labas ng location. Katabi namin siya, tapos nagkukuwentuhan lang tungkol sa movies at more movies at more more movies at mga napagdaanan niyang iba't ibang shoot. tsaka pala mga chismis. hehehehe.

the best!!!!! best afternoon of my life!!!!

tapos ang galing ni Topel mag multi-tasking.
God-mode ON. God-mode PAUSE. Interact with mortals. God-mode ON.

Topel: ...tapos nagpunta kaming NYPD. tas merong 21 fil-am cops dun.
Kat and Mish: wowww, galing, wooowwww...*more comments of exaltation*
DOP: Direk, *insert filmmaking term*
Topel stands, walks a bit forward to direct a cut-in
Topel returns near us, in front of monitor
Topel: tas, eh may talk pala sa NYU si..sino ba 'to..yung DOP ng seven tsaka fight club,
so iniisip namin kung tutuloy ba kami magtrabaho o papanoorin namin yung talk...

grabe. galing niya mag pause at play ng God-mode.

si God siya sa shoot kasi may mic lang siya near the monitor (na nasa labas ng location), tapos dun lang niya sinasabi yung commands niya, na naririnig sa interior location.

Si God ka pala eh.

liquor ban?

2007-10-28T01:08:00.000-07:00

tama bang 830pm at lasing na lasing na kami? si joy may nakikita nang clouds.

si dastine yung pinakamadaming nainom. dapat nga 1/2 yung share mo sa booze chong.

joy, wala sa inuupuan yung malas sa magic 99. nasa utak. hahahahahaha, peace tayo dast.

to gold, mina and marianne. nawa'y makasama kayo sa next na lakad slash inuman.

alam niyo ba guys na marimar look na si karen? at si jiji...wala, ganun pa rin. lutang. heehee.

i missed you guys. wednesday night ok?

started the program at around 5. or maybe 530, not really sure. basta 8 or 830 basag na lahat. beri good. drove around town (actually, merishel drove. we just sat and laughed). wow, ang dami na naman na U-turn na ginawa. record breaking na talaga yata yung kagabi. lost count eh. nadaig yung tagaytay.

the ambiguous/film noir/crime scene looking reggae bar was luckily closed. ended up at starbucks sa shopwise. wise decision. coffee vs booze, and coffee kind of won.

drove everyone to their pitstop. merishel's a master driver now. texted dastine a drunk text and she actually fell for it. laugh trip in chel's car. went home. texted everyone. lied on bed.

FELT WORLD SPIN.

*fade to black*

abandon ship or abandon hope?

laugh laugh laugh

2007-10-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

magpopost sana ko ng very emo post. pero sobrang napatawa ko ni merishel.

"mina with the fugly boyfriend? ewww"

hahahahahaha *hits head on monitor while laughing*

peace tayo mina. joke lang yun. alam ko naman hindi mo mababasa to dahil nasa kweba ka eh. at hindi to mababasa ni ice dahil tinutulungan ka niyang mag-ayos ng rock furniture sa kweba niyo.

whew. emo night averted. thanks pare.

R O O K I E

2007-10-23T07:05:00.000-07:00

filmed FILM NOIR exercise last saturday. totally bombed lighting. para sa'kin maganda na, pero siyempre hindi pa rin benta kay miss. at siyempre ayaw niya yung storytelling. siguro nga malabo. pero barilan kasi eh. and gangsters. so probably, not really her type. hence 2.5.

parang hindi talaga ko for filmmaking. pinapakita na yata ni Lord sa'kin ang tamang daan. mababa ako sa subjects ni miss rica eh. last term, FEATURE. ngayon CINEMAT. feature filmmaking and cinematography. parang sinasabi ni Lord, **hint, hint**. sa ibang field niya ko pinapapunta.

sa ibang field ko na lang daw ilagay sa credits ang ANIMO LA SALLE.

terribly needed to blog. pero madaming hindi pala pwede isulat. kailangan pala ifictionalize. or daanin na lang sa emo na kanta.

so bale 3/4 emo 'tong post, 1/4 animo.

must bloody refresh brain for wrifilm.
must do something with life.
must stop obsessing.
must get in bloody fit shape.

akin na lang, please.

ang tagal ng term na 'to

2007-10-18T06:28:00.000-07:00

"how can you be paso????how can you be paso?????????"

buti nagkaintindihan kami nila malia, jason, sara at jaja kanina na pare-parehas kaming walang ginagawa. parang hindi kami busy.

cool kids kami ngayon. para sa'min. kasi pa-peteks-peteks lang eh. hindi ko sigurado kung ganyan nga spelling ng term na yan.

pero pinag-usapan namin ni jason kagabi na napaka-walang ginagawa nga namin ngayon. tipong slacker type na tuloy kami. parang hindi tuloy namin ininda yung halos three hours na chismisan.

three hours...sounds family huh? parang yung autobio lang ni jaso...

anyway.

wala tuloy dumidistract sa utak ko from #7 and #9.

nakita pa namin si #7 kanina. sa may agno. very very hot and luscious. kahit mas matangkad ka ng konti sa kanya jason, mas sexy at macho kasi siya eh. tsk.

thesis thesis, what shall i do with thee?

"let's make peteks."
-malia

magic 899...can i be in that booth???

2007-10-16T19:58:00.000-07:00

simon atkins + cholo villanueva in a tight enclosed space.

baka pwede ako mag teleport sa booth ng magic. ples.

listening to them on the radio. listeners can text in questions.

junior jock: for simon, this is from kat. kung naging babae ka, magiging crush mo kaya sarili mo?

if i would answer that for him, i think yes.

yes yes, that was my question. kat. kat pasigan.

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

they played your guardian angel during the simon-cholo radio show.

back to zero

2007-10-16T04:23:00.000-07:00

last night was a major droolfest for me and ale.

HE LOOKED AT ME!!!! too.

he looked right at me. i was holding lau's 3CCD videocam. with focus ring. but sara's new videocam beats all others.

anyway!!!

major drooling and sugar rush. HE LOOKED AT ME!!!!

oh #7, i'll show you what it means.

it's lau's birthday today!!! happy happy birthday lau!!!

last night was also kind of a bipolar night. i was really annoyed earlier in the night. my tita molly commented that she hoped i would be as sexy as kc concepcion. suuuuuure, yeah. you know why it's annoying? i'm not that kind of girl. i never will be. i'll never be the prom queen/star of the night/most popular girl in school/prettiest heartthrob girl. i'll never be a vixen. i'll never be oozing with sensuality. i'll never be THAT kind of sexy.

don't get me wrong, THAT kind of girl is hot, but i'm just not cut out for it.

i'll never be that girl. i think i've made that clear to a lot of people since my low self-esteem days in first year college, and yet they still don't get it. and i'm really close with molly. i know she knows me, but she still thinks i'm not my ultimate self because i'm not a kc concepcion type.

bleh.

jogging with malia et al and marsh is a different thing. i'm not trying to be a vixen. i just need exercise.

and who knows when #9 or #7 will use the same elevator i'm using at the same time that i'm in it?

watch out for the #9 version of above pic.

school spirit at an all time high

2007-10-11T17:32:00.000-07:00

sabi nga ni pj walsham,
"ang sarap maging lasallian ngayon!!!"

true, very true.

kahit nakisabay ang victory party si manny pacquiao, daig pa rin ng victory party namin yung kanya. live simulcast from dlsz (or is it gh?) dahil champions din yung men's juniors basketball ng lasalle.

HE LOOKED AT ME!!!

parang buong gabi ko tinatawag si cholo every chance i get. starting from the parade. it's bordering on "feeling close". rubbing elbows na yata kami eh. parang ganun lang eh. so malamang, sa ilang beses ko siyang tinatawag, titingin talaga siya ano.

but seriously, i think the novelty of the basketball players has worn off on me. it's my very own araby: the excitement and adrenaline rush of getting to see them at the victory party and having them sign their names and getting their pictures, wasn't really all there when the exact moment of seeing them came. kind of like what malia always reacts. "nyeah." which is said malia/homer/fat kid on simpsons style.

congratulations, i am now officially basketball fever free.

pero ieexploit ko pa din ang moment kay cholo kapag binigay na namin sa kanya yung interview. hindi ko na talaga palalampasin yun.

CHOLO MOMENT 1:
during parade
cholo passes by
kat: CHOLO! CHOLO! jumping up and down
cholo: uy... waves hello
kat: pinalabas sa class kanina yung video!
cholo: ah talaga?
kat: waves bye

kasi parang ang awkward na nung moment. we were doing this while he was walking away, because he was in the parade. parang... sige na, diyan ka na, lakad ka na, nakakahiya na eh. pero napaka bait niya talaga.

CHOLO MOMENT 2:
at "backstage"/sidelines of stage
because ale and i wanted to see
who the hell was playing
ale: si cholo!!!
kat: papicture na tayo!!!
ale: tawagin mo! game!
other people rush to get his picture
kat: milan! milan! sign language na papicture kami kay cholo
milan does his best
but cholo is stressed and busy already
milan: mamaya, promise, mamaya talaga.
or something like that

CHOLO MOMENT 3:
at backstage/sidelines again
the athletes are coming our way
but who's at the sides???
kat: takes stalker/paparazzi pics of cholo
kat: CHOLO!! CHOLO!! waving like a lunatic
cholo: looks and points at kat

you're my favorite flava

tapos ang sweet sweet naman niya sa girlfriend niya. sabi nga ni jill napaka-cinematic nung moment. awwwww. out of the crowd, he goes out of his way, handpicks one girl, takes her hand, guides her out of the crowd. *tear*

see, even my tears are green.
gagawa tayo minsan ng movie na ganun jill.

hey ho, let's go cholo

white flag (with green, para school spirit pa rin)

2007-10-10T06:35:00.000-07:00

it's like i'm always the last to let go. i find it so hard to forget. i've already said to myself that i'm used to the cold, and will stop NOW. but that was, what, a month ago? puh-lease. could anyone be more pathetic than me? it's a stupid infatuation, bloody hell.

wobs, sorry if i dissed you in my blog 2 years ago. i think it was 2 years ago. basta. sorry. huhu. wala lang, nadaanan ko lang yung early entries mo. hoping to be really, really good friends with you again.

today was a not so day. but ubreak was damn great!!!!!!! malia, lau and i were preparing to defend our thesis proposal. and we were preparing new concepts as well (we tried). the chances of getting approved were very slim, like i'd be more likely to bump (literally) into cholo villanueva than get approved. and he doesn't go to school anymore.

but we got approved.

don't mind the monotony, but we were jumping out of the room after dr. diaz announced that our tv pilot thesis is a go. the wrifilm decision screenplay is just getting to me, since my screenplay is very emo again.

don't you get tired of pimples? don't you get tired of the cold?

wobs, makulayful dahil emo. goodluck sa lit. apir!

wala ulit pahabol na hirit. whoops, auteur ko na yun ah.
si jason ellipsis, ako pahabol.

bought a green shirt today

2007-10-09T05:02:00.000-07:00

ay ale. sana hindi na sumasali sa UAAP wars yung mga school na hindi naman kasali. bitter pa, UE dapat nanalo, ganon? eh hindi naman part ng UAAP yung school niya. at hindi pa yata niya napanood yung superhuman performance ni villanueva at casio. dun pa lang kitang kita na kaya.

oh well papel.

puro McGuffin pala yung Underworld Evolution. holy pomelo. hindi ko na nasundan yung storya after 20 minutes. pero tuloy tuloy lang yung habulan, bugbugan, kagatan at duguan.

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

walang pahabol na hirit.
because very very emo.

dahil half emo yung blog ko

2007-10-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

time to be emo for 5 seconds.

for the saddest girl in the world
discovery screenplay
lines from Second Star to the Right
by The Avengers

i know it hurts
and tears won't stop
especially when you fall
from the 70th floor

walang rhyme. wala. i'm used to the cold.

time to be a groupie again!!! para hindi na emo.

be mine number nine

on animoisms

2007-10-08T08:28:00.000-07:00

ganda nung kay neil.

give me banana neil medina.

so si jason din.

do your best jason lopez.

at defender daw ako na player.

stop the man kat pasigan.

loooooooooove it.

so much better than
can't get any better than youri escueta

lucky lasaret and victory

2007-10-08T06:58:00.000-07:00

well, if that wasn't lucky, i don't know what to call it.

we had LASARET for the weekend, and prayed all week that the bus would have TV. the bus DID have TV, only it didn't have reception and could only play dvds. GREAT. the whole bus ride yesterday was spent texting/calling yas and then relaying updates.

pero masaya dahil kahit loser kami, nakikicheer pa kami at nakikibash. very good.

GREEN ARCHERS BRING BACK TROPHY TO TAFT

narinig ko pa kay sara na si #9 ang may dala nung trophy pagpasok nila ng school kagabi. cholo please. please. ang galing galing mo nung game. very very deserving mag MVP.

at si jvee casio?
ay. jedi master. yoda ng UAAP.
may "the force" din yata siya.

but poor UE. all that 14-0 for nothing.

good thing i got to experience a UAAP championship during my stay at La Salle.

i will always bleed green.

i will always rather be green than be blue.

i will always honor my alma mater.

I WILL MAKE AN ANIMO AVP SOMEDAY.
step aside La Salle bashers.

the new layout is for you nine.

let's not talk about my the encounter. with #7.

best week ever

2007-10-05T16:31:00.000-07:00

so we sort of interviewed pj walsham and simon atkins. it was for yas and lau's segment, and because i already signed a contract with them, i'll be hosting for them for the rest of the term. so i was the one who went up to #5 and #7 and asked them to describe cholo in one word.

ang bait bait bait ni pj. ang friendly at ang warm. so i also got to interview #7. ho-hum. ngayon ho-hum na lang, kahit nung monday halos magpakamatay ako para mainterview siya. oh well papel. so much for being really hot and sexy.

"heart. heart."

went jogging with marshy elliott. yas came to sit with us. that was after all the sugar and adrenaline rush. i was still kinda not over the "he looked at me!!!!!!" part of the interview. but then it was really heartbreaking that someone so hot could be......so not. right.

but still, i got to talk to him.

eeeewwwww. it's like being in a high school movie. i'm getting crazy over the jocks and becoming a basketball groupie. this sucks man.

Debord also presents the spectacle as an instrument of unification. The sudden death game of the Blue Eagles and Green Archers proved just that. The entire Lasallian community was unified in rooting for their favorite players against the Ateneo team. But this appears to be common ground because the rivalry between the two esteemed universities has been going on for decades. What really proved an unexpected unification of Lasallians was their support for the team against the unbeatable University of the East. Everyone in the Lasallian populace supported the Green Archers, wanting to prove that La Salle would be the one to beat the seemingly invincible Red Warriors.

The spectacle of the first finals game against the Red Warriors became a unifying force for all Lasallians. The massive crowd of Green Archers supporters stood and cheered as one once they all found out, at the end of regulation, that UE can actually be bled.

society paper. great. i am now officially a loser.

goodbye #7.

pandemonium in z2

2007-10-04T06:07:00.000-07:00

UE attempted one last 3 pointer. timer goes down to 0. EVERYONE REJOICES. absolutely everyone at the canteen were on their feet, either jumping or pumping their hands in the air, and screaming their lungs out.

natatalo rin pala ang UE eh.

just like that scene from 300 where Leonidas proves that a god-king can bleed. oh yeah.

patron seats kami sa labas ng z2 nung una eh. as in kaharap namin yung mga jalusi na bintana. beri gud.

magiging mas patron seats sana kami sa tv studio kay mang ric, kaso naman tinaboy kami. hmf.

well, being in the midst of other sweaty, nervous and cheering lasallians in the canteen wasn't so bad. actually, it was great. there's no other way to feel school spirit and camaraderie than to be in those locations during these great UAAP games.

galing ni simon atkins dun sa breakaway niya.

neil napaghahalataan na kita ah. hehehehehe.
malia says, "tangina, paa ka lang ni atkins!!!"
jason says, "o, kaya mo yan, kaya mo yan..."
*espiritu sinks a free throw*
jason says, "tangina, kaya mo nga."

cholo, you're my favorite flava.

what's your flava????

2007-10-03T04:14:00.000-07:00

today's rating was up there in the TOP 5 BEST DAYS OF YOUR LIFE.

being a host in yas and lau's segment prod comes with great benefits. the last time, i got to be very risky. i tried eating new food (indian), which was very surprisingly good. then, this week, i got really really really close to a campus celebrity.

pero "close" as in katabi ko siya. during an interview. at parang na-trauma pa yata siya sa mga tinanong ko.

so what really is your flava, cholo villanueva?

ngayon lang ako nagkaron ng regrets. actually, kanina pa. may ibang questions kasi na nakaligtaan kong itanong. SAYANG!!!! at hindi ako nakapagpa-picture o nakapagpa-autograph. WHATTA SHAME!!!!! kasama dapat yun sa interview eh. para matawa din si cholo. o kaya baka masuntok niya ko, pwede rin.

ang bait bait bait pala niya. at nakakatawa siya. mabilis siyang naka-ride na crazy/sabog/punk'd interview lang yun.

at grabe ah. yung guns niya, very deadly weapons. don't mess with that guy. mala vin diesel-esque na ata yung biceps niya.

so much for you #7.
cholo is the way to go.
onwards, cholo, onwards to victory!!!

kung hinde, baka pati kami ibagsak ng mga prof namin. sige ka.

anung feeling ng nananakawan ng halik?

2007-10-02T13:58:00.000-07:00

great moments they pass by
if you're careless
desperately trying to speak the words
i've been wanting to say for a long time

tongue tied, every time I try to talk to you
in time, I'll find the right line

ganitong ganito yung feeling. yung napaka frustrating. na nakakairita.
for example:
1. madaming pagkain pero "on a diet" ka
2. madaming concept sa thesis pero di ka makapili kung alin gagamitin
3. madaming mentors, pero on sabbatical yung gusto mo
4. may number ka nga, di mo naman matext

oh well papel. sana talaga matuloy na yung interview nila yas at lau!!!! bwahaha. at sana ma-approve na kami sa thesis proposal. at sana maka-move on na si malia. heehee.

wrifilm and cinemat are very very fun subjects. but society is the best.
it is very very very fun.

semi-script reading sa wrifilm. aba, si jason ang pinili kong magbasa nung lead guy part sa screenplay ko. sana si jed na lang pala. nung si jason, naging manyakis ata yung lead guy ko. instead of emo/gentle/i-really-just-care-guy.

Caught a glimpse of you
I tremble every time you walk by
hopelessly trying to find a way
to be near you, to get near you

in my mind,
plays thoughts of you all the time
i'll find the right line

i'm used to the cold.

because i'm a sucker for chain messages

2007-09-30T17:45:00.000-07:00

visit merishel.multiply.com

then read the earlier blog entry.

this is for you #7.

animo la salle

2007-09-30T17:19:00.000-07:00

Sunday, September 30, 2007

so I wake up in the morning really really groggy
and then suddenly really really tense.
holy bananas! it’s game day today!!! sudden death!!!

we’re headed to Mass. I actually offered a special intention Mass offering for the DLSU Green Archers. and for simon atkins to score his first points of the season (his first points I think).

the Lord is sooooo great!!!

D-L-S-U

we’re advancing to the finals. against UE.

and wasn’t that the best two consecutive baskets? first a 2-point jumper then a 3-point field goal.

*fade to black*

oh, I’m back to the world of the conscious and breathing. all that hotness, rippling muscles, 5 points and #7 just got to me.

on a lighter note… hindi ko akalaing nanonood din si fatzi ng HS musical 2 sing-along. si lau at yas tinext ko eh, pati si cams. akala ko hindi masyadong fan si fatzi nun.

TEXT NI FATZI
Fatzi: Pls naman yun gabriella’s debut! Best scene in all the world

oh I know right. bloody hell.

who gets to go to finals? who gets ONE STEP CLOSER?
*note: sa audiovisual presentation ng studio 23, naka GREEN letters yung words na END OF THE ROAD, tapos yung ONE STEP CLOSER naka BLUE letters*
who is ultimately, the more good looking team put together?
who registers really really good onscreen?

I think it’s DLSU. Don’t you?

oo, pogi si tiu. pero nag-iisa lang siya.

jvee casio + cholo villanueva + ty tang + rico maierhofer
+ pj walsham + oj cua + bader malabes
+ simon atkins

dlsz wins juniors UAAP championship

2007-09-29T04:34:00.000-07:00

so feeling ko sports journalism na yan.

good grief. sabi ni mama baka daw gantihan kami ng admu bukas dahil natalo ng lasalle zobel ang ateneo high.

but wait!!!

what a cutaway. that was probably the best cutaway in the history of the world.

#7

i felt every ounce of me,
screaming out
but the sound was trapped
deep in me

katandpaste

2007-09-27T22:56:00.000-07:00

my multiply is the most updated site in the world.

sa yuchengco

2007-09-27T22:45:00.000-07:00

nasa comp lab kami. cramming sila malia at lau ng paper sa society. pabilisan magtype. woohoo. ang dami namang space. kasi nga double space.

buti na lang sniper vision pa rin ako. naglalakad kami ni lau kanina along sj, tapos...from miles and miles away....IT'S HIM!!! RED, LEFT!!!

whew. grabe. sex on legs pare.

ayon sa aking horoscope, ang lucky number ko daw ay 7.

gimme gimme more, gimme more... *britney: i'm a fat pig!!!*

come to think of it

2007-09-26T04:35:00.000-07:00

ym with jason and browsing through animoism.multiply.

dapat may "animoism" din sa beijing olympics.

tipong, "i'm your fan jackie chan".

baduuuuuuy.

sabi ni jason sobrang daming athletes nga daw nun. at eewww daw.

so gay.

reach for the ceiling yao ming.

hahahahahahahahahahahaha *hits head on monitor*

somebody show me what it means.

very very religious and moral relstri

2007-09-26T03:33:00.000-07:00

And the record won't stop skipping
And the lies just won't stop slipping
And besides my reputation's on the line
We can fake it for the airwaves
Force our smiles, baby, half dead
From comparing myself to everyone else around me

ayan, nasunod ko na yung gusto kong format na sinasabi ko kay merishel. very colorful and very very emo. panawagan kay chel, lumuwas ka na mula sa batong tinitirhan mo ngayon.

if you were to choose between hot or cold coffee...very very cold coffee. i don't even like coffee.

kung huhulaan ko kung sino kasama ni lau, madami siguro akong ibibigay na choices. pero dadaan muna ko ng sports complex. buti nga nakita ko yung nagbilin ng message para kay jaja eh. at least nasabi ko kay jaja kagad na hinihintay siya. joke lang ja. *hug*

you know why it's easy to kid around and pretend to be on a first name basis with someone?

so nung RELSTRI kanina, which is RELIGION and MORALITY, binanggit nung about 65-year-old prof namin na pwede ang group sex. at kung itry daw kaya niya magtanggal ng bikini niya. at sinabi niyang sunog daw ang pagkaluto sa classmate namin. very very religious and moral relstri. dun sa part about taking off bikini from dr. estolloso, was the moment when my brains bled out my ears.

because i'm used to the cold.

go with the flow jaja, and i'll show you what it means.

P.P.S.

2007-09-25T07:50:00.000-07:00

that was awesome.

the greatest game ever played really is great.

yes, yes, i'm used to the cold.

i should have folded.

P.S.

2007-09-25T07:06:00.000-07:00

ang ganda pala ng film form ng the greatest game ever played. kakaibang yung hollywood montage nila. may pagka-non-hollywood. bee-yoo-tee-ful.

plus shia screentime.

thanks kay niko for dedicating an album to me. wahahahaha.

it's time to be very colorful.
because i'm used to the cold.

very very new things and very very cute shia

2007-09-25T06:44:00.000-07:00

holy guacamole. ang dami daming nag memessage sa green and white yahoogroups. lintek.

watching the greatest game every played.

they used dolly in PLUS zoom in??? that's kinda cool.

kat: greatest game ever played sa star movies!!! shia cuteness!!!
sent to lau and yas
lau: gwapo niya dun noh?! galing galing pa.. haha..
yas: waah! cge drool for me kat! ...

oh please shia... sweet sweet shia lips. gorgeous eyes. don't melt me with your heavenly eyes. pag nagkaron ako ng chance na idirect siya someday (*cough* yeah right *cough*), i swear hindi na siya makakatakas sa'kin.

for someone who doesn't try anything new: try it.

i ate INDIAN FOOD with yas, lau, cuyeg and jason this early evening. ME!!!! i don't even eat new kinds of fastfood, let alone an entirely [culturally] new kind. *pat on the back*

that was an adventure for me. kind of like going on a pirate treasure hunt. because i really don't like new things, tanong niyo pa kay stine. or gels. or merishel.

nagulat ako sa sarili ko kasi nagustuhan ko yung food. at yung experience. thanks guys!!!

at salamat lau sa pagpapatalon mo sa'kin sa football field.
this is for you #7.

*evil laugh*

...

2007-09-23T19:41:00.000-07:00

Dr. Meredith Grey: What was I to you? The girl you screwed to get over being screwed?

Dr. Derek Shepherd: You were like coming up for fresh air. It's like I was drowning and you saved me. It's all I know.

it means...

2007-09-23T19:21:00.000-07:00

i'm used to the cold
i'm used to the cold

mix mix

2007-09-23T19:12:00.000-07:00

may assignment sa wrifilm. 3 page screenplay where the main character discovers something.

i have a very emo version, and a very trapped/the conversation/guns/urban energy version. which one to use...…the boy who writes the songs or the boy who’s in them?

hindi ko pa naman makita kung alin mas maganda. parehas ata medyo kulang kulang eh. oh well papel. sobrang emo nung isa. as in tungkol lang sa pagka-emo. na mushy yung ending. Engk.

nakakalagnat yata magsayaw si hilary duff. as in ako yung lalagnatin pag nagsasayaw siya. pero ang sexy na niya ngayon in fairness.

si sir doy mentor namin!!! woohoo. lecheng filmman yan. hindi kami makakanood ng dlsu vs admu.
who's gonna show me what it means???

hahahahahaha.

movie by sponge cola

2007-09-19T18:45:00.000-07:00

The movie is done once more
The mood sets in with lights
Let's wait for them to leave
I was never one for crowds

...

You have my jacket on
Comfort in my warmth
I'm used to the cold
I'm used to the cold

And I hope you'd agree
How this story should be
How I wish I could change the scenes
I'd write on the next page
An early coming of age
For me to tell you
As well as I could

I stay so silent with your arms adjacent
And credits may soon roll away

Could I stay so silent with your arms adjacent
The vagueness may soon come to light

Should I stay so silent with your arms adjacent
As I play my part in my show

Forever shall I be the ill-fated type
Forever must I be the one you confide to
Forever must I be the pages you need
For you to write all your secrets that you hope I would keep

Forever must I drive you home late at night
After watching these films that seem to imitate life
Forever must I be the opinion you seek and
Forever will I be the friend that you would keep

fold.

thank you NU

2007-09-18T06:41:00.000-07:00

maraming salamat sa NU. in the words of malia, salamat at hindi niyo inisip sarili niyo, tinalo niyo pa rin ateneo kahit wala na kayong chance talaga. wag lang ma-twice to beat yung admu. galing.

thank you NU

nakakatawa kanina sa game. nagbayad ng tickets para sa upuan, pero halos hindi rin kami umuupo. sobrang close fight. BUT WHO WON?!?!?!?!?

of course the archers.

galing galing ni casio. 21 + points ata yun eh. galing galing.
galing din ni rico at cholo. oo, close kami. hahaha, feeling.

malabes you're the man!!! kahit sinapak ka ni tiu.

kala ko naman hindi pikon si tiu, pero tao din pala siya. napipikon din pala.
galing din ni pj walsham.
at ni KISH... sumisigaw kami ni lau kasi feeling namin kaclose namin siya.
ay hinde, si lau lang pala yung feeling na close kay kish co.
hahahahaha...

cue flashback
lau and kat naglalakad sa may bookstore. si kish nakapila sa SCOOP, yung sa pwede magpaprint. mga three steps away kay kish, sabi ni lau, "SI KISH!!!!"
ay salamat lau, sa megaphone mo.

forever na yatang tatatak sa'min ang WRONG SPELLING. oo na, wrong spelling na nga. pero grabe, hindi naman yata LAHAT kami yung nagspell nun. oh well.

basta masaya manood ng game na close fight tapos mananalo kami.

BATTLE OF THE YM STATUSES

ale= Mac-Mac Cardona is L-O-V-E.
kat= to ale: ATKINS IS L-O-V-E.
cuyeg= to kat and ale: cuyeg is L-O-V-E.
kat= to ale: ATKINS IS L-O-V-E. to cuyeg: FEELING KA.
ale= Mac-Mac Cardona is L-O-V-E. to cuyeg: KAPAL NG MUKHA MO.

kawawa naman si cuyeg.
hindi na nga nakanood sa game kanina, inaaway pa namin. *evil laugh*

come so far (got so far to go)

2007-09-14T18:23:00.000-07:00

mga 2 weeks na tong song na to sa utak ko. made the CAP10 video. salamat sa lahat ng mga tumulong sa paggawa, at sa mga sumayaw, at nagmukhang mejo imbalanced. salamat sa wiper dance.

ok lang naman kahit puro commarts yung nasa video. hehe. kayo lang naman guys yung mga willing talaga umextra at umarte eh. with 100% levels of energy, minsan sumosobra pa. pasensya na sa injury mo fatzi...*tear* dibale, bagay na bagay naman sayo yung song. ang galing, parang ikaw talaga yung kumakanta. pati si yas, at si neil. galing galing!!!!

nakakaadik talaga heroes. back to episode 1 ako kahapon eh. can't get enough of peter petrelli. nakakaadik din si shia *not sure of the spelling of his last name*. dahil sa disturbia, hot na hot na naman siya. dahil din sa transformers. nung sa even stevens ang cute cute cute cute lang niya eh. and drop dead funny. but now.... *wipes sweat from neck*

abangan na lang sa youtube or multiply yung CAP10 video. *technological progress at last*

thank you to

iza=future wowowee dancer
fatzi=star power kahit injured
yas=cutie singer na sexy pa na may chuwaduwap sa background
neil=zac efron commarts version
cams=gabriella ni neil
edong=SUCH A GREAT DANCER
maui=swing sa miguel
celize=cam handler right there!!!
cuyeg=cam handler na, dancer pa
jason=THE WIPER
lau=the wiper's apprentice
javi=exotic dancer yata
naomi=the "play"er
veia=dance na dance, energy kung energy!!!
ale=ang cute cute cute adorable cute
burton=SUCH A GREAT DANCER ALSO
malia=absent dahil sa sipon
jill=sexbomb dancer and editing consultant
jaja=second place wowowee dancer

...at sa iba pang tumulong talaga dun sa video, at umarte, at sumayaw.

thanks kay dast sa pagsked. hehe.

fully booked na naman ang crush life ko. woohoo.

hindi ko na iisipin

2007-09-11T06:13:00.000-07:00

and my back has been breaking from this heavy heart

bigla kong naging emo, hindi ko sure kung bakit. nainis yata ko kanina, tas tumuloy na din.

naiinis talaga ko sa mga identity stealers. mafia boss na ko eh. tapos nagiging mafia boss din siya, porket habitat for humanity volunteer siya dati. nako ah.

kung niche mo yung paglilinis at pag-aalaga ng environment, dun ka na please. this is MY identity. you're trying to be the godfather, when that's already me. akala ko ba, ayon sa'yo, na high crime families are the scum of the earth? tapos magiging godfather ka din pala. hindi ito yung petty na bibili ako ng .45 calibre tapos yun din bibilin mo. this is my life. and you're trying to be better at it? i don't think so. ipatawag na ang mga hounds. *mr. burns' laugh*

oh well.

dapat gagawin namin ni merishel na rainbow colored yung multiply ko, tapos puro ka-emo-han yung mga hirit. para...wala lang, para papansin. dito na lang. hello kitty-ish tapos dashboard confessional level of emo.

soooo, the empire strikes back. because the multiply wars demanded a sequel. tulad lang ng highschool musical. sana lang walang tribal war sa school, like the loser nerds going against the hot queen bee and her followers. that would be cool, but ugleeeh.

fold ulit. lagi na lang fold.

boy, was that better than an oscar

2007-09-10T05:36:00.000-07:00

...
society, 1800-1930, clodualdo del mundo jr., m208.

sabi ko better than an oscar. pero EMMY nga naman daw sabi ni jason, dahil pang-TV.

hands down, that was the best moment of my life so far.

hindi dapat ako maging emo for this week. this is a good start. *cartwheels*

bakit nga ba nandun si jason sa society namin???? napakadami niya talagang social life at kailangan niyang mag attend ng same class TWICE just for kicks. peace tayo lopez.

kaya pala naka all black outfit si jill. kala ko naman dahil gagayahin niya yung BET ON IT ni zac efron. aba, groupie night pala niya ngayon (she was headed to Switchfoot after class).

may this be a healthier and happier term. ngayon ko lang sasabihin ang mga sinasabi nila nung course card day pa lang:

THESIS , HERE I COME!!!

2007-09-09T18:54:00.000-07:00

really really enjoyed saturday night with chel and jiji.

haha! finally, bonding session. galing na ni chel magdrive. ilang beses lang nagflash yung buhay ko. apir pare! at jiji, congrats dahil hindi ka na gaanong lutang. PLUS: kahit stressed ka sa nursing stuff mo, hindi ka nagrereklamo. cheers!

got to moa at around 9. nawala pa sa million parking lots.

hindi natuloy inuman. kasi naman, dapat nakiinom na lang tayo sa mga tambay sa malapit senyo chel. oh well papel.

===

have you ever had the feeling that you're destined for something greater? if i were peter petrelli, some sylar would be stealing my powers and partly, my identity.
i bloody hate identity stealers.

===

watched highschool musical 2!!! supot yung ibang songs. pero may magaganda pa rin naman.

yas and i are COMPLETELY IN LOVE WITH ZAC EFRON.

ay please. paki tapunan ng hydrochloric acid si sharpay. at excuse me, is it gabriella's bloody debut??? at halatang mejo hinahabol ng reflector si troy at gabriella dun sa music in me sequence. oh that’s right, i’m not 12 years old.

but cheers to kenny ortega. director and choreographer, beat that!!! hsm 2 would be soooo cool for the younger audience. i'm sure everybody in that bracket loved it.

haha, so did i. but not as much as hsm 1.

and of course, not as much as HAIRSPRAY.

...

2007-09-09T18:42:00.000-07:00

so which is it:
the boy who writes the songs
or the boy who's in them?

multiply wars

2007-09-07T03:47:00.000-07:00

wow, i feel like i'm in the O.C.

this is real orange county drama right here!!!

long long ago, in a galaxy far away, may multiply wars.

sabi nga ni malia, it's the place to be this term break.

bloody one week term break that is.

ang galing, mejo na-advance na yung technology ng multiply ko, thanks to merishel. well, sort of. konting konti lang nadagdag. haha. i think it's time to put those bloody html codes to good use. i'd say...font style?...shet di ko na nga maalala eh.

grabe, ang daming nagreply sa post ni malia.

grabe, nararamdaman ko what it's like to be highschool in the states. tipong...

malia=popular jock who has all the gold medals and trophies

jason=sleazy skaterboy who hangs out with the popular jock

cuyeg=loser nerd who amazingly gets hot chicks

wey=cool and popular laidback guy

lau=badass hiphopper who kicks everyone's ass

fatzi=queen bee who controls the school [or the 55% who follows her around]

ale=hot and popular queen bee follower

jill=sexually active goth punk [like that group in mean girls]

and maybe i'm someone in the middle. and everyone knows about this fight between the popular kids and this one kid who makes a lotta noise (literally and figuratively).

this is soooo cool. *whistles*

and just to keep everyone safe, i'm not picking sides for anyone. this kinda fictional in my head, based on something kinda true. either the characters have already picked sides, or they're in the middle.

second star to the right

2007-09-06T03:28:00.000-07:00

parang long overdue na yung thank you ko. ngayon ko na lang ulit napag-isipang iblog. wala lang.

peter, how do we get to Neverland?....oh Peter Petrelli please.

...

Who among the world of strangers will hold our hand, touch our heart and share the pain of trying?
-HEROES

here's my tea and sympathy malia

2007-09-06T02:16:00.000-07:00

ang galing nung pagkasulat mo ng blog entry sa multiply. screenplay worthy. what goes around, comes around. *cue JT hotness*

anyway.

nanood kami ni daddy (my lolo) ng DISTURBIA.

ang hot ni shia.....oh please. be miiiiine. buti na lang siya artista ng DISTURBIA. nadala niya. ng konti. napaka-hollywoodish nung story eh. bigla-bigla na lang natatapos. pero okay yung story, at buong movie in general, with shia hotness thrown in, yun nga lang biglaan yung resolution.

*here's to malia: MANANALO NG MYX AWARD THESIS NATIN HA. paki sabi na kay lau na maghanda ng speech*

for telepro and feature

SPECIAL THANKS TO:

Rica Arevalo
Lim Residence
Sioco Residence
McDonald’s Taft – for backstage accommodation and Romero Basurero’s costume
Iza and Yas and Malia – the best Tag Alongers
Dastine Sumatra – passerby
Veia Lim’s old flame
Gary Mariano - for being punk'd by Solitaire and Maximillian
Mang Ed
ALL THE CAST - for acting, supporting and caring to be stressed *apir!*
--ang galing natin groupmates. kahit 2.5, magaling pa din. hehehehe.--

jill: the most attentive TD in the world

lau and arianne: for being faster than a speeding bullet in changing shot sizes

jem: the fastest and most efficient FD in the world

veia: the most productive producer in the world, and the best sound mixer too

celine and naomi: for being the best production designer and graphics and lighting and all the rest whatnot in the world. oh and for clicking the ppoint.

stine, jason, les, jon, merishel and eds: pasensya na kung pinaglaruan namin kayo ha? hahahahaha. favorite scene ko yung lumabas yung jason mraz-esque na blind beggar.

thank you speech ba? o yan, madami talagang pinasalamatan.

...

2007-09-04T21:52:00.000-07:00

I crave your mouth,
Your voice, your hair.
Silent, starving, I prowl
Through the streets.
Bread does not nourish me,
Dawn disquiets me,
I search the liquid sound
Of your steps all day.
I hunger for your sleek laugh,
For your hands the color of the wild grain,
I hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails,
I want to eat your skin like a whole almond.
I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your loveliness,
The nose, sovereign of your arrogant face,
I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes,
And I walk hungry, smelling the twilight
Looking for you, for your hot heart,
Like a puma in the barren wilderness
—Pablo Neruda

just a little bit of pixie dust

2007-09-04T21:15:00.000-07:00

nanood kaming rush hour 3 ni mama kagabi. drop dead funny. tawang tawa talaga kami ni mama. nakakahiya na nga kasi ang lakas ng tawa ko eh [as usual]. tama si lau na bitin yung dulo, pero hollywood movie naman siya eh, so hindi talaga bitin. ganun lang talaga yung ending. ang cool nga ni george, the superspy, eh. haha.

take that prinpro!!! who got a 2.0?!?!?! uh-huh yeah!!!

at congrats kay yas na habambuhay nang iiwan ang html at indesign. apir yas!!!

absolutely nothing exciting happening this week. course card day lang. at heroes marathon, staring at peter petrelli and his hotness. other than that...booooring.

telepro was pixie dust.

you can fly! you can fly! you can fly!

heroes the series

2007-09-03T18:43:00.000-07:00

ayan!!! may maipagmamalaki na ko.
"i watched heroes from 7 pm to 330 am pare!"

nakakasabaw din pala yun eh noh. na-saturate na talaga yung utak ko, bumigay ako kahit 2 episodes to go na lang. lintek. ang dami ko na kasing na-absorb na powers eh. tapos iniisip ko pa kung pano maliligtas ang new york.

sabi ni dast:

Maybe sometimes you have to stop waiting for someone
to come along and fix what's wrong.

Maybe you have to stop feeling sorry for yourself and realize that no one else has the answer.

Maybe sometimes you just have to be your own hero.

kakasabi ko lang na detox na eh. just when i learned how to not care whether you can see me or not, here i am, wishing for a whisper or a smile or just a word. and maybe, a little bit of pixie dust.

how can i not hang on to every word you say?

heroes

2007-09-03T02:08:00.000-07:00

heroes marathon.
laging napuputol, gusto ko pa naman sabihin yung,
"nanood ako ng heroes for 12 straight hours pare!!!"
pero laging putol eh. laging tig-3 hours lang. oh well.

EVERYBODY'S IN BATANGAS.

dammit. should have been there too. sayang ang bonding opportunities. my social life just ranked a negative there, starting sunday. until today. hanggang bukas pa yata. buti na lang sabay daw kami ni sara kukuha ng cards. i soooo don't wanna face prinpro alone. but, oh well.

*crem' brule*

---

second star to the right
and straight on 'til morning

my mind's polluted with your name. and your face. and your voice. and memories. and snapshots. and laughs. and smiles. and favors granted.

2nd floor miguel

2007-08-31T05:36:00.000-07:00

dahil nabasa ko na natuwa si yas sa 2nd floor miguel bursting into song...
this one's dedicated to you.

-----

(Gary as Zeke)
you can bet theres nothin but net
when i am in a zone and on a role
but ive got a confession
my own secret obsession and its makin me loose control

(Diaz, Doy and the rest of Comm. Dept plus Miss Agnes)
everybody gather round

(Gary as Zeke)"I bake."

(Diaz, Doy and the rest of Comm. Dept plus Miss Agnes)
not another sound
No no no no
No no no
stick to the stuff you know
if u wanna be cool follow one simple rule
don't mess with the flow
no no
stick to the status quo!

(Lau and Fatzi as Martha Cox)
look at me, and what do u see?
intelligence beyond compare!
but inside i am stirrin something strange is occuring
its a secret i need to share

(Yas, Iza, Cams, Neil, Maui, Edong, Javi)
open up dig way down deep

(Lau and Fatzi as Martha Cox) "I like to pop, lock and jam."

(Yas, Iza, Neil, Cams, Maui, Edong, Javi)
not another peep
No no no no!
No no no
stick to the stuff you know
it is better by far
to leavin things as they are
dont mess with the flow no no!
stick to the status quo!

(Jason as skater dude)
Listen well cos im ready to tell
about a need that i cannot deny
dude theres no explanation
for this awesome sensation
but im ready to let it fly

(Burton, Cuyeg, Jino, Wey)
speak your mind and youll be heard!)

(Jason as skater dude "I play the cello.")

(Burton, Cuyeg, Jino, Wey)
not another word!
NO! No no no
stick to the stuff you know
if u wanna be cool follow one simple rule
dont mess with the pro no no
stick to the status quo!

(Malia as Sharpay)
this is not what i want
this is not what i planned
and i just gotta say i do not understand
something is really
(Jill as Ryan)
somethings not right
(Malia as Sharpay)
really wrong
(both)
And we gotta get things back where they belong
we can do it it!

(Jason)
Gotta play!

(all)
stick what you know!

(Malia and Jill)
We can do it!

(Lau and Fatzi)
Hip-Hop-Hooray!

(all)
she has gotta go!

(Malia and Jill)
We can do it!

(Gary)
crem'brule

(Diaz plus comm dept)
keep your voice down low!

not another peep. No!
not another word. No!
not another sound.No!

(all)
NO! No no no
stick to the stuff you know
if u wanna be cool follow 1 simple rule
dont mess with the pro no no
stick to the status quo!
No!No no no
stick to the stuff you know
it is better by far leavin things as they are
dont mess with the pro no no!
stick to the status quo
just stick to the status, stick to the status, stick to the status quo!

rainy relaxing day

2007-08-31T04:14:00.000-07:00

ngayon na lang ako ulit nakaranas nung uupo upo lang kayo sa school, WITHOUT ANYTHING TO DO, tawa tawa, daldal. that was a great hangout session.

tapos na din genders. woohoo!! taping na lang sa telepro bukas. nail biter na naman yun for sure. as usual may last minute changes ang group namin na hindi pa narerehearse. at ang aga pa dumating ni veia as usual! 130, pero 1 pm yung call time ng meeting. mas maaga si jill!!! aba 3 pm dumating. wooyeah. peace tayo jill. hehe.

i remember the most emo phrase i have ever encountered. galing kay mico fabian:

what would you do if everytime you fell in love, you had to say goodbye?

o diba. tama lang para salihan ng my immortal by evanescence at magpatiwakal. but no no no!!!

oh, no no no, stick to the stuff you know...stick to the status quo. cuyeg helped me a lot last night. i never thought of him as the kind of guy who knew exactly what to say to someone in need. naks. though i always thought he was as mushy and emo as i am. and gay. or gayer.

it was good thing that it rained. coz i was wearing my new favorite jacket. =) but my feet got wet and got germs. eww. wala, feeling ko lang importanteng factoids yun, pero hindi pala.

bored. and emo. still. but i promise i'll be happy cuyeg! *grin*

good morning baltimore!!!

2007-08-30T02:43:00.000-07:00

LISTEN...I CAN HEAR THE BELLS.

HAIRSPRAY is the best musical ever!!! ganda ng film style and film form.

sana pwede din gawin yung kakanta at sasayaw bigla sa halls ng miguel. tapos pwede ka pumasok ng comm. dept at kumanta at sumayaw dun with the professors.

now that would be a sight.

dahan dahan lang lau sa paggaya ng dance steps nila. lethal dancer ka eh.

sarap pala ng feeling talaga ng naipasa mo na yung final requirement para sa isang subject na lubusan mong pinagpuyatan at halos iyakan.

here's to you prinpro: spartan leaps and cuts off persian's arm

so there you are freedom!!!

2007-08-29T07:25:00.000-07:00

sobrang nakakatawa pala talaga si jason. there, i said it. frenemies pala talaga kami. tipong lindsay lohan and hillary duff. think paris hilton and nicole ritchie. but not that close.

nakakatawa ka talaga jason, kahit nag-aaway tayo minsan. hehehehe.
KASI NANGHAHARASS KA LAGI!!!

It's my turn to be somebody now, G A R Y !

natapos din ang prinpro hurdle! wohoo yeah!!! i feel like peter petrelli after saying those words (but to nathan) and jumping off a building, and learning that he could fly.

salamat sa classmates na tumutulong kahit naguguluhan din sa website nila. thanks cams and neil, the ultimate commarts love team (kiss her, she's famous!). thanks kay edong na badtrip na badtrip na nung kahapon. thanks kay veia na nang gugulo nung super stressed na kami ni lau. thanks kay lau for finding that one faulty code that caused a lot of horseshit. thanks kay jill sa pagiging parang copyeditor at picture taker and looker. thanks kay yas sa hugs. thanks kay jason para...ay, may slot ka na sa blog entry ko ngayon eh. yung kanina. thanks kay niko for the 4.0-ish tips.

STILL EMO. but VERY VERY VERY HAPPY about finally finishing that bloody website.

and very very happy about that telepro rehearsal. pero sabi nga ni mama, nasasayang ang kilig ko sa kanya dahil hindi kami talo. dammit.

only genders final project to go, and telepro taping, and i'm free to go!!!!

free to go to....one week term break. thanks.

NOTHING CAN RUIN THIS DAY!!!! this is the one day that i ain't too emo!!!!

*stabs prinpro to death*

what a day! raindrops keep falling on my head

2007-08-28T07:12:00.001-07:00

parang yung day na ordinary si peter parker, then a lot of things go wrong.

prinpro website crashes. well sort of. nasira yung links. need to repair everything tom ASAP.

missing actors for telepro tom.

and

heart bleeds dry.

but only for today!!! okay na yan bukas.

note for jason: this is soooooo not for voltage. so stop harassing me!

prinpro-ing

2007-08-27T22:48:00.000-07:00

with jill and lau sa desktop lab.

aalis na daw si jill. dammit.

si lau din aalis ng mga 530 daw, eh mga 830 pa ko aalis. haha, sasagarin ko na talaga. bloody html codes.

si edong tumataas ang presyon. hehe.

si jason napaka primitive ng website. hahahahahahahahaha

2007-08-27T06:26:00.000-07:00

frosh times
stine's stat message: tell me where it hurts
kat's stat message: it hurts here oh *points at heart*

1.Top favorite song?
--> hands down by dashboard confessional.
hands down, best song ever.

2. Most hated songs?
--> yung kanta ni kim chu

3. Name one song you have heard this day?
--> dare you to move...hmm, i'll fold.

4. If you were to join a singing
contest, what would you sing?
--> aha!
i'd sing part of your world from the little mermaid.

5. What song would you want to be
played on your wedding?
--> wala kong maisip ngayon, masyadong emo.

6. What song/s would really, really
make you cry?
--> kai by maryzark (mahalin mo na lang kahit kunwari,
dalangin niyang nakatingin sa langit... hindi man lang nasabi na
mahal na mahal mo siya...)

7. What station are you tuned in?!
--> tv station. telepro practice!!!

8. First tape/cd you bought?
--> first tape: first album ng 5ive
first cd: first album ng the calling

9.Latest tape/cd you bought?
--> minidv tape atchaka dvd-r

10. Song for your ex crush/love/gf/bf?
--> it ends tonight. haha=P

11. Most painful song ever heard?
--> kai... yun talaga eh. nagdadasal kang mahalin
ka kahit kunwari na lang... does it get more emo
than that??? *heart bleeds out*

12. Favorite Christian/Gospel song?
--> Shine Jesus Shine.. ang daming youth camp memories

13. Song you want to be played on your
birthday?
--> more than anyone sung by papapops *melts*

14. Song that best describes your lovelife?
--> the greatest fall of all time by matchbook romance
because i always set myself for the greatest fall of all time.
*pat on the back*

15. Song for yourself right now?
--> living in your letters.
(and there's something to soften my callous sighs)

16. What song do you prefer if you
feel like you're happy?
--> mga pussycat dolls songs. hindi tulad ni mina na "rocker" pero
pcd lagi ang ost.

17. Favorite party/groove song?
--> future sex love sounds. kahit anu dun.

18. Song you are fond of singing?
--> disney songs (and hs musical counts as a disney movie)

friday night lights

2007-08-26T02:47:00.000-07:00

still emo.

~won't go home without you~

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"

oo nga naman.
of course it has to happen to me.
it wouldn't be my crazy/emo/heartbreaking life if shit happened to other people.

chris carraba - musical genius plus hottie in one

2007-08-26T02:33:00.000-07:00

i gotta be emo.

~living in your letters~

And there's something to soften my callous sighs.

And I know that you hope for,
Longer good-byes.
Embracing for forever,
And falling in your eyes.
In your eyes.
In your eyes.

Pouring over photographs.
I'm living in your letters.
Breathe,
Deeply from this envelope.
It smells like you,
And I can't be,
Without that scent;
It's filling me,
With all you mean to me.
To me.

And there's no need to test my heart,
With useless space.
These roads go on forever.
There'll always be a place,
For you,
In my heart.

ang tagal na pala

2007-08-26T01:30:00.000-07:00

ang tagal ko na palang hindi nagblog.

for the technologically inept caveman like me, hanggang blog na lang. parang masyadong complicated yung multiply eh. kahit maganda yung id ko. kat and paste.

nung prinpro nga, dumugo na ata ilong mata at tenga ko dahil pinapahanap ni gary kung saan yung my account sa yahoo. bloody hell... nahanap ko naman. pero parang naiinip na si gary, so nafeel ko talagang caveman pa ko.

FEATURE. yes thank you, we accept the award for VIEWER'S CHOICE AWARD. haha, feeling. oh well, when life gives you lemons...

CONCEPT. 1st runner up daw dun sa final question. WHOOOOYEAH, i'll take that any day from the three panelists!!! pero nakakaubos ng adrenaline yung "defense" na yun. that was the shortest 5 minutes of my life.

LITELEC. the ultimate dream come true. 4.0 for everybody for the finals! come and get it, free 4.0's!!!

i'd like to thank HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL for the original soundtrack of this entry.
"...this could be the start of something new, it feels so right to be here with you..."
cue song and dance sequence ni neil at cams. ringtone ni solitaire, start of something new eh.

SCHOOL BELL: SLEIGH BELLS from mang ric

2007-08-26T01:00:00.000-07:00

..you’re breaking my heart – star wars episode III

5-year-olds
Anton: This is my new favorite teddy bear. Look see!!!
Lily: Wow! What’s his name?
Anton: Teddy.
Lily: Teddy looks really cute! And he looks funny too.
Anton: Yeah, and Teddy gives the best hugs. Would you like to hold him?
Lily: Sure! *hugs bear* Can I have him Anton?
Anton: …
Lily: Anton? Can I have Teddy?
Anton: Sure.

F O L D.

hit The Suffering – Coheed and Cambria

Is there a word or right thing to say?
Even in this old fashioned way?
Go make your move girl
I'm not coming home

Decision sits so make it quick
A breath inhaled from an air so sick
I cursed the day I had learned of the web you spun...

Oh, I hope you're waiting
Oh, I hope you’re waiting

Now listen well...Will you marry me?
Not now, boy
Are you well in the suffering?
You've been the most gracious of hosts
You may be invited girl, but you're not coming in.

7-year-olds
Anton: Do you still have Teddy?
Lily: Yup.
Anton: Well, where is he?
Lily: He’s in the… hmm, somewhere in my room. Look at my new doll! It’s the best doll in the world!
Anton: …

*tear*

yes yes...returned.

2007-08-21T05:18:00.001-07:00

aside from being emo, we also made a film.

ALL IN yung film namin sa FEATURE. showing on thursday at 1pm, room m208. it feels so glamorous. hehehe.

Eyes, look your last!
Arms, take your last embrace! and, lips, O you
The doors of breath, seal with a righteous kiss
A dateless bargain to engrossing death!
Come, bitter conduct, come, unsavoury guide!
Thou desperate pilot, now at once run on
The dashing rocks thy sea-sick weary bark!Here's to my love!

Drinks

O true apothecary!Thy drugs are quick.

Thus with a kiss I die.

Dies

-=-=-=-

and also folds.

yeah yeah

2007-05-01T04:28:00.000-07:00

parang debate lang ah.

there IS NO subjectivity or objectivity. there are only levels of it. yun ang isa sa mga unang matututunan kay master groyon sa introfi class niya.

high blood na naman ako. masama talag ang naghahalukay ng mga blog and whatnot. mababara mo lang eh.

hahabol ako ng hahabol sa blog entries. madami na kong hindi nakwento eh.

and by the way, toby rand owns EVS. short for whatever * insert australian accent here*.

dahil ang tagal ko nang hindi nagblog

2007-05-01T04:18:00.000-07:00

COURSE CARD DAY REGIMEN

1000 - saw david and kenzo's new hair
1010 - running to get kaspil2 cards, saw jino in red
1015 - got kaspil2, can't wait to get vidprod card etc
1018 - vidprod *salute* "At ease."
1020 - hangout at mang ed's place with jay from cueshe
1030 - sis arrives, maze around miguel 2nd floor
1035 - the encounter with papapops
1035 - sis encounters with crush, asks about me
1040 - the encounter with sis, faints at story about crush...
1042 - sitting at 3rd floor miguel lobby, gossip with sis
1100 - introre time...O YEAH!!! o, yellow is the way to go.
1110 - at lit course cards with sis... cuyeg is sweating like the pacific ocean
1120 - 2nd floor miguel with cuyeg and lau
1145 - accumulated pawis worth 3 years of pe dance
1200 - kakain na kami ni sis sa kenny's! finally
1230 - sarap ng kain at daldalan
1300 - radipro time at miguel 3rd floor with sis, airconditioned room feels like heaven
1350 - no sex life kat? yeah, no sex life. but i might have one in about ten minutes.
1400 - radipro stood us up
1420 - yellow leaving...shut up cuyeg! you suck.
1430 - still at radipro room, hanging out, picture taking with sis
1440 - fatzi comes back, lost car, but then it's not
1445 - fatzi knows about sis' crush, ehem ehem
1500 - nowhere to go, hangout at m321, where there's a david, a kenzo and a sleeping eric
1520 - wait!!!this isn't m319! come on sis!
1525 - finished getting course cards for sis
1530 - stat101 time
1535 - okay. 300 spartans die at the hands of a persian tyrant. 0.0 time.
1630 - greenbelt time with sis, can't watch hills have eyes 2!!! dagnabit
1640 - aha, eating time with sis... ok na ko! buhay na ko ulet!
1700 - major planning with sis for the future, major eating of schublig sausage (yun nga ba tawag? hehehe)
1730 - time to go back to lasalle, htg time for sis, dinner time with chel for me
1745 - NASUSUKA NA KAMI SA TAXI. HAYUP.
1815 - si merishel daw nasa southgate. eh wala na naman. *si stine pumasok sa c.r., sumigaw ng merishel.* akalain mong andun si merishel?!?!? ang galing ano po?
1830 - dinner, meeting, not eating, laughing, texting

missing

2007-04-17T18:46:00.000-07:00

sa tuwing nagsasagot ako ng survey sa friendster, walang kupas na sasabihing UNCOOL ako. pag nakapanood ka daw kasi SUPPOSEDLY ng more than 85 movies, you have no life.

so.

104 movies, wala kong life, ganun? eh pano na si sir groyon? tingin ko 1million movies and counting na napanood nun eh. so wala siyang life, ganun?

hehehe. happy night last night! that was the best email i ever received.

tapos na ang INTRORE. isang buong term naming pinaghirapan ni cuyeg. at nagmano-mano kaming hanapin yung sources sa lib. at sa online journals chorva. lagi na lang nakukurta utak namin dun. walang patid. ayos yun, mental gymnastics.

tapos na ang VIDPROD. apir again, vidprodmate! si cuyeg na naman. the best talaga yung TRAPPED. walang tatalo sa dugo't pawis dun. dugo made of honey, food coloring and paminta. sosyal. with matching lighting, kung saan nagbuhat, naglipat at nagsindi kami ng mga ilaw na mas mabigat pa sa pwet ni beyonce. at may iyakan pa sa ebay dahil kay precious mang norms. ganda sana nun kung navideohan din, parang telenovela na action film na the chase. 30minutes till deadline!

TURN AROUND. SLOWLEH.

*cue music, hit* we drive tonight, when you are by my side... *fade out*

the adventures of sharkboy and lavagirl and paulinians

2007-04-16T20:06:00.000-07:00

astig.

ang ganda pala ng movie na yun. SHARKBOY and LAVAGIRL. napaka-inspiring, kahit mejo for kids lang. pero nag-enjoy ako!

it's all about dreaming a better dream, and working to make it real.

naaks. naisabuhay nga kagad ni merishel eh. apir pare! tama yan. tuloy tayo!!! hehehe.

=-=

nagsagot ako ng survey kahapon sa friendster tungkol sa pagiging paulinian from parañaque. apparently, malalaman mo kung gano ka ka-"paulinian from parañaque" mula dun sa survey na yun. it's hardly accurate. kasi hindi ko matatanggap na hindi ako 100% paulinian from pque.

Eaten a
[x]Bacon and Egg Sandwich
[x]Koko Crunch with Marshmallows
[x]Steamed/Fried Siomai
[]Pan de itlog
[x]Choco Crumble[Nel's]
Total:4

now what in bleeding hell is pan de itlog? ako lang ba hindi may alam nun? o baka naman ngayon lang nauso yan? baka kasi nung "panahon namin" wala pa niyan noh. so kung hindi ako nakakain nun, bawas sa pagiging paulinian from tipol pque ko? dapat, nilagay din kung nakatikim ka ng soggy spaghetti mula sa canteen. o kung nakagamit ka na nung tinubigang ketchup para sa hotdog.

Have/Had
[x] ka-on/crush[girl]
[xxxx hahaha] XL-XXXL jogging Pants
[wala ata] Andrean Friends
[x] Secret Pocket in your necktie
[i'm a model student, hehehehehehe] Short blouse
Total:3

pero seryoso. pano kung sumusunod ako sa tamang paulinian uniform at hindi ako nagsusuot ng short blouse? edi bawas na naman yun sa "paulinian from pque"ness ko. parang tanga kaya. eh kung kami kaya yung nanghuhuli ng mga naka short blouse? o pano yun? pero totoong lahat ng paulinians from pque, 3 sizes bigger ang jogging pants. uso yun eh. or at least nung "panahon namin".

Random Stuff
[eew]Calls your friends girl/bruha
[x]Have pet names on each of yourfriends
[ ]literally VAIN
[x]played in the inflatabe
[x]goes to cr with a freind/classmate
total:3

why would i call my girlfriends bruha?? yun na ba ang in ngayon sa tipol? siguro pwede pa yung girl, or bruha pa-minsan minsan. pero diba, yun ba ang trademark ng paulinians from pque? madami kayang ganun ang tawag pero hindi sa school ko nag-aral. and wtf is literally VAIN?? may hindi ba literal nun? symbolically vain ka lang, ganun? metaphor lang yung pagiging vain?

[x]Read the Paulinian link
[ganun ba paulinians??]One of your expressions is "oh myGod!"
[x]Swam in the Swimming Pool[in tipol]
[x]Changed Clothes near the water tank
[paulinians from pque lng ba gnito??]Loves taking pictures of yourself
total:3

EH PANO KAYA KUNG HINDI PA USO YUNG CAMERA PHONE NUNG HIGHSCHOOL KAMI? atchaka hindi lang kaya tayo yung mahilig sa pichur pichur. si gellie nga, yung friend ko sa lasalle, laging nagpipichur eh. so paulinian siya from pque, ganon? lalu naman si ryann raymond timbre. minuminuto ata nag pipichur pichur. so siya din pque paulinian? at expression ba na for pque paulinians yung oh my god?? we soooo do not study in public schools in the u.s. kaya. that's so for like cheerleaders kaya, on cheerleader nation sa studio 23 kaya.

so ang point, hindi ka makakakuha ng mataas dito unless ikaw yung gumawa ng survey. hindi tayo pwede maging 100% paulinians from pque base sa survey na 'to.

2 inches below the knee skirt.
sakto lang na length ng necktie.
sakto lang na length ng blouse.
--tayong pque paulinians lang ang ganito ang measurement ng uniform. sa ibang spc schools, iba yung measurements.--
rolled/folded socks.
cute sister ephraim.
youth camp/leadership training.
SABAYANG PAGBIGKAS.
cheering competition by color.
kick-ass drummers.
bad-ass jailers.

o kaya pagbasehan na lang natin ang ating PUSO.

"un dos tres quatro singko... singko quatro tres dos uno... sabog, sabog, sabog ang boses ko."

"thank you sister, for that very inspiring.........*after 20 seconds*......
...message."

"*throws neckties into the air*"

yan, yan ang basehan.

s t a n d a r d l i n e s s a m p l e d

2007-04-14T05:36:00.000-07:00

that was 31 hours ago.

but your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours.
but then, an ounce of time, just 31 hours passed, and already
I starve... I starve for you.

31 hours ago, i got 4 hours, a few glances, a few smiles, faint sounds of voice and laughter.

But it will do.

free as a jailbird

2007-04-13T17:58:00.000-07:00

i finally posted bail on school. I'M FREE!!!!!!! tapos na! stat,kaspil,introre,vidprod,radipro, goodbye! HELLO SUMMER!!!!!!!

grabe yung screening kahapon. talaga palang marathon yun. grabe. pero puro nalang ako cue dream sequence. nakakadistract kasi eh. *rippling biceps* tapos sa gitna ng kadiliman at mga pelikula, dun pa din mauuwi ang aking paningin. *likod likod...sigh*

-my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me-

meron dun isang movie, nakakamatay ng brain cells. pati si marychelle naubusan ng brain cells eh. si cuyeg nakatulog. ako... iba na lang tuloy pinanood ko. hahaha. pero ayos yung movie na yun, the ringish na philosophical pala. pero parang ang tagal nung punchline, tapos hindi mo pa naiintindihan, so... matagal. hehehehe.

summer, summer. gusto ko na ma-feel ang summer ng isang grownup! hehe. yung papayagan ako lumabas kahit anong oras. tapos pupunta lang pala ko sa bahay nila marychelle, hahahahahahaha. ang lapit lapit lang nun eh. hehe. sana makapagbeach na kami. sana makapag roadtrip din *apir pare!bute na lang nagmamaneho ka na!* di bale, walang mga dingding at bakod sa tagaytay. labs u!!!

VOLLEYBALL- you want someone and you think they know but they could care less
... nabiktima na naman ako nung mga chain messages sa friendster. at least mejo fun ngayon. mamimili ka ng sport na may description ng "love life" mo ngayon. come on.

yep, it's now volleyball.

ang tagal kasi ni cuyeg mag edit

2007-04-09T00:53:00.000-07:00

bigyan ko daw siya ng 30minutes para mag-edit nung part niya para sa revlit. plenty of time to blog and friendster. aha!

75% done with introre
40% done with vidprod
0% done with stat101 - the battle is not over yet. prepare for glory!!!

nagpunta kaming baywalk nung good friday.

alam niyo ba yung mga statwa dun na pamilyang magyayakapan na gustung-gusto picture-an ng mga tao? mukhang mga tiyanak kaya yung mga bata. ang galing. para kang may exclusive picture with the cast of shake, rattle and roll alma moreno version. nagpapicture nga kami ni mama dun sa tiyanak eh. haha.

meron din dun, mga dinosaur! our very own jurassic park along a busy traffic lane! sosyal. nagpapicture din kami ni mama sa harap nung isang dinosaur.

may picture din kami ng pinsan ko sa harap ng isang killer shark na nahuli! may dugo dugo pa yung shark! wait!!! universal pictures exhibit along baywalk!!! san pa you?!

dali cuyeg. excited na ko mag buhay baboy ngayong gabi!

eksayted

2007-04-07T03:47:00.000-07:00

may Mass mamayang 9pm
parang easter vigil na din
ngayong Black Saturday

siguro hanggang 11pm yun
ang dami kasing readings
tsaka may baptism pa
tsaka may renewal of baptismal promises

EXCITED NA KO!!!

first time ko ma-e-experience
maging lector nang
nakapatay yung ilaw

tapos ang daming readings
anim
halos tig-dalawa yung mga lector
yeah, orayt

ngayon lang ako makakapagsilbi ng ganito
=)

wanted to get laid

2007-04-03T03:53:00.000-07:00

GET LEY'D AT BEDSPACE
yun ang party!!! kung ipapadefine sa'kin ang party, yan ang ilalagay ko. hayup ka talaga pare. ganda ng party niyo. =) galing niyo mag organize! hehe. sobrang wild nung dancefloor. grabe, ilang katawan yung pumahid sa'kin. kinda gross, pero sobrang sarap nung sayawan. ehem.

pawis na pawis na kaming lahat. ang init sa dancefloor, puro katawan eh.hahahaha. langhiya, nakakastress talaga yung introre. sana matupad namin ni cuyeg yung target schedule.

theme for introre:
PREPARE FOR GLORY!!!!!!! AHU! AHU!

theme for stat:
THIS IS MADNESS!!!!!!!!! *kicks prof into abyss*

theme for vidprod:
this is where we fight. this is where they die.

kailangan ko yung abs nung spartans. and their courage. and strength. forth with no fear. kung sila, kayang makipagdigmaan nang walang tulog, dapat ako rin. AHU! AHU!

rocky, enjoy D.C. you are the coolest, dude.

got ley'd?

2007-03-31T05:03:00.000-07:00

should have gotten ley'd. dammit.

so i'm sitting there, almost to the point of boredom, coz jiji and golda are sort of downers at any party (=P no offense). marychelle walks in,

"SI MIC*MA* NANDITO!!!"

so i'm sitting there, but now i'm primping my hair, arranging my blouse, and having a hard time breathing. i watch the door for him to walk in. golda and jiji also anticipate his arrival, coz i told them he's my soulmate.

wait. watch. look at some other people. long for the dance floor to open.
wait.
wait.
wait for it...

THERE HE IS!!! and his polo shirt is in the same shade as my top. this is madnes!!!!! he couldn't have looked better. and he's suddenly here!!! at the same place as me!!! madness!!!!!!!!

BUT WAIT.

a girl in black. WAIT! his hand is on her back. WAIT!!! *heart bleeds out*

puters iners. bloody hell. THE ONE TIME I GET, AND HE'S ALREADY TAKEN.

nagkakatotoo yung blog ko!!! AYOKO NA TALAGA MAGKACRUSH!!! promise. ayoko na siya maging crush. ayoko na talaga. ayaw. ayaw na talaga.

this is sparta.

sayaw na lang. dance away all your troubles. there is absolutely no fear on the dancefloor. especially with guy in cap doing all those moves. mm-m. music makes me lose control. he was stinkin' hot.

see? hindi ko na talaga crush si mic*ma*.

cheer up pare

2007-03-27T03:09:00.000-07:00

WHAT IS YOUR PROFESSION?!

may nalalaman ka pang mga hirit. KAILAN PA? hindi mo man lang nakuhang sabihin sa kanya. tangina, plastic ka na, sinungaling ka pa. PARA KASING PLANADO EH. tapos hindi mo man lang naisip na halos BIRTHDAY GIFT mo sa kanya yung hiwalayan niyo. tangina, ang sweet sweet mo!!! elibs. enjoy your vacation. masaya siguro sa labas ng bansa.

anyway.

ang saya nung saturday!!!=) graaabe, namiss ko kayo ji at gold!!!! love you guys.
thank you din kay dal. at kay jon pe. at kay les. ang galing2 niyo...=) sana maging artista ko kayo ulit sa susunod.

cuyeg: drama-esque, maalaala mo kaya-esque
lau: the transformation
jill: sleep disturbance
kat: crush ANG bayan

naaks, parang napakalalim nung akin!!! linchak.

sa sabado!

2007-03-22T10:23:00.000-07:00

sana ma-approve na yung concept ko. para makapagcram na ko ng preprod, at makapagshoot na sa sabado. bloody hell.

130 am. ngayon lang sumuko si papa sa lahat ng pagkakataong hindi ako natulog. ngayon lang siya tinamaan ng antok at natulog na sa taas! naaaaks. ayoko abutin ng 3.

but my brain is FRIED.

wala na, wala na kong ibubuga... namaaaaaan. kaya blog muna. release muna. nakakahilo na yung play, pause, type, rewind, play, pause, type, rewind, play, type, ayyy sooobra, pause, rewind, rewind, play...

smallville's wall of weird

2007-03-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

well that was the weirdest one night stand.

not really a one night stand. more like... whatever. galing ng party ni dast! hayup sa costumes. sana lang siya din nagcostume. joke. hehehehe. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE.

ang weird ng ibang tao. one minute you're like bestfriends, the next, you barely know each other. I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. napagdaanan ko din yan nung panahong akala ko hindi siya magbabago dahil lang nalaman niya yung mga nararamdaman ko. don't worry, I'M HERE FOR YOU. and you're one of the strongest people i've ever known. you can get through this.

ang weird. i have never enjoyed that genre of film with my MOM. finally!!! 300. =) for glory!!! astig si mama, kasi nagalingan din siya dun sa movie. astig, atchaka mejo weird. =P

ang weird ng BLACK AND WHITE PRODUCTIONS ngayon. akalain mong tapos na kami mag-edit?!?!?! ako hindi ko akalain.

WHAT IS YOUR PROFESSION?!?!?!
superhero.

really bad day

2007-03-15T04:03:00.000-07:00

pinuntahan ko yung dati kong blog. kailangan ko kasi magkaron ng perspective tungkol sa sarili ko. SINO BA TALAGA KO? kailangan sa autobiography project sa vidprod. which is really cool. but so totally depressing.

naging suicidal ba ko dati?

napakalungkot kasi nung mga post ko sa luma kong blog. manic-depressive siguro ko dati. nagpakamatay na ba ko dati???tell me, tell me!!!

puro nalang ka-depress-an at ka-emo-han at kaartehan, plus blood and gore in the form of my heart bleeding out of the pc. bloody hell. WAS THAT ME???

sabi ni merishel:

There are bad days to make the good ones better days pare...

bloody hell. that was bloody amazing. beautiful. inspiring. didn't really sink in until that moment that you could be so deep pare. =) thanks for that. thanks for listening to my manic-depressive day.

one day. i'll make it.

once again, batman saves the day.

matchkat

2007-03-14T05:57:00.000-07:00

the thing with a match cut is you have to cut on the action.

right when your actor is in the middle of lifting his hand, you cut it. then match it with a shot at a different angle and shot size, right on the other half when your actor is about to finish lifting his hand.

like when you're trying so hard and then finally getting a lot of things right... there's a cut. and you have to do the success-hardwork-work-my-butt-off thing again, but seemingly at a fresh start.

mahirap mag match cut. lalu na 'pag parang kababalik mo lang mula sa kawalan.

...returns.
matchkat.blogspot.com

enrolling

2007-03-13T20:41:00.000-07:00

boring... but in a while there'll be the adrenaline rush that comes with online enrollment. ang exciting. excited na din ako magcrash yung server. it won't be enrollment without the regular hold up! sana maganda sked na makuha namin. sana classmates pa din kami nila lau, jill, cuyeg, jason, fatzi, edong, etc.

sana classmate ko siya. hehehehe. pinakita ko kagabi kay mama yung perfect picture ni cuyeg. sabi ba naman, "akala ko ba hindi mo na crush yan?" aba aba. sounds like merishel. sounds like cuyeg. sounds like lau. hehehe. oo na!!! hindi ko na crush!!!

*whistles*

*coughs*

ayan na naman

2007-03-13T04:12:00.000-07:00

ayan na naman yung sakit ko.

ayokong ayokong ayokong ayoko kasi ng

gaya-gaya.

yun talaga eh. lalu na pag ako yung ginagaya! tapos aangkinin na siya nagpauso nun. yun talaga siguro makakapagpatransform sa'kin sa isang machong kulay berde na halimaw. pero ayaw ko rin naman yung ginagaya mga friends ko.

lalu na pag close na close na close friend ko. tipong magkadugtong na yung atay namin.

nakakainis. wala ka ba talagang creativity?

*cough***o_g_o_m***cough*

ME HULK! ME CRUSH BUILDING! ME WANT MCSTEAMY! Oooh, McSteamy.

lull...boring pala.

2007-03-13T03:35:00.000-07:00

boring din pala pag hindi harassed sa mga deadline. pero ang sarap matulog. McSleepy.

sarap ng date namin nila jill at lau kanina. sarap ng sharing time. sarap ng bagong friends, tapos comfortable na silang magshare at makinig. sarap ng razon's. McSigh.

galing mo talaga pare, minsan talaga makakatikim ng mukha yang kamao mo. hintay ka lang ng konti. siguro bukas pwede nang humarang yung mukha niya sa sapak mo. McBugbog. McGago kasi. Parang McTanga.

sana talaga makanood kami ni mama ng 300 sa weekend. McPray for Mc300.

ang daya naman! hindi ako maka-comment sa multiply ni cuyeg at merishel!!! daya. masasabi ko lang sa picture na kinuha ni cuyeg...ang best picture ever...McCrush. best framing, chong. 4.0 in my book. nakatingin pa sa camera eh! galing. 4.0 talaga. McGaling.

"...where everything's pink and squishy." - Dr. Mark Sloan

McYummy
McSteamy
McDelicious
McGorgeous
McSteamy

300 please

2007-03-12T05:09:00.000-07:00

somebody give me 300. please.
nakakaadik. gusto ko na talaga mapanood. all the cool kids have watched it!!! yes, that doesn't include you jason lopez.

300. globe prepaid card.
300. share dapat ni cuyeg sa usb ni lau.
300. crushes. ayy, pinilit.

wala nakong maisip na 300. 300 ways to fail vidprod maybe? 300 ways to say, "i won't die before letting you know this." 300 parking slots in one area of MOA. 300 heartbeats a second when you sit next to me. *can't breathe, can't breathe...* 300 shots on a crazy debut celebration and you go home piss drunk. i'm-so-drunk-i'm-vommiting-my-intestines-out really. 300 sighs in the 15 minutes i see you from afar. 300 blinks for me to believe the 2.0 in cam handling. 300 tremors before i get over passing camera handling. 300 tears on a single episode of grey's anatomy, season 3. 300 daydreams about McSteamy.

McYummy.

and i knew that you meant it

2007-03-12T04:12:00.000-07:00

HANDS DOWN
By Dashboard Confessional

...

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I'd die happy
My heart is yours, to fill or burst
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair
That you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
And this walk that we shared together
The streets were wet and the gate was locked
So I jumped it and I let you in
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew that you meant it

***i know you mean everything you say. those were the best days. whenever you saw the things i did.

"peram ah?"

2007-03-12T03:45:00.000-07:00

wala na talaga, pero hindi ko mabitawan ang bawat hibla ng kaunting pag-uusap. kahit kaunti lang... mahirap na hindi isiping tinignan niya 'ko. pero hindi naman niya ko nakikita so what's the point diba? like THE... ayoko na! hindi 'ko na crush!

hehehehe.

actually, naisip ko na yung naisip ni asia kanina. na gamitin sa autobiography ang nag-iisa kong pastime. MAGKARON NG CRUSH.

yeah. kaya lang hindi naman ako yung gaganap na KAT PASIGAN. ngek. wasted opportunities with my crushes. gagamitin ko bang artista yung totoo kong mga crush?

whatta decision to make.

ME WANT MCSTEAMY.

hehehehehehehe

MRS. LETICIA CANLAS

2007-03-11T05:20:00.000-07:00

you taught me to run.
you taught me to fly.
helped me hear the music of my heart.

you taught me to be a good girl.
kasi nung grade 6 ang daming pasaway.
kahit nakukunsumi ka namin lagi noon, nagtiyaga ka talaga.

hindi kami ganito ngayon kung hindi kami dumaan sa'yo.

ginawa mo kaming mga disiplinado at epektibong mga PAULINIANS.
yung mga alaga mo nung grade 6, kahit laging may kaso,
MAHAL NA MAHAL NAMAN KAYO.

sorry kung ginawa kitang "tarantado" noon. nung nag-away tayo dati.
salamat dahil pinatawad mo ako.

and your love is the music of my heart.

strawberry sunday

2007-03-11T05:02:00.000-07:00

i always experience that very relaxing calm before the first wave.
and it's always the sunday after we meet the vidprod deadline.

interesting.

nag marathon kami ni mama kahapon ng grey's anatomy. yung bagong season. si mama kasi, crush na crush si mcdreamy. dalaga pa daw siya, papa na niya yun. well then, i guess i'll just have an order of mcsteamy to go.

shempre, after nung lull before the first wave, yung first wave na mismo.
busy week ahead na naman. buuuut, must not be fazed.
kasi madali lang naman course ko eh.
*parang awkward moment ni jason*

THE CHASE coming up.

this is for you, mrs. canlas. you touched every paulinian's life in unimaginable ways. my part of THE CHASE will be for you.

McSteamy
McDelicious
McGorgeous
McSteamy
A happy meal in one fabulous man.

...D...

2007-03-06T02:44:00.000-08:00

The City of Metropolis is in ruins. The destruction that followed Doomsday's rampage is clearly evident in the torn-down buildings, shrapnel and debilitated roads. I devoted my life to this city and it puts hopelessness in me to see it crumble. But it puts more grief in my heart to see the people's hopeless agony.

I know the end is near.

Even if I could not stand all the pain and injury during battle, the single thought of Lois will always keep my heart fighting. She pulls me to fight one more fight and make the next day possible for Metropolis.

This is the only time that I can no longer will my body or soul to fight. This is the only time I would choose the abyss over the struggle for life of the people, of Lois and my own.

Two things made the Man of Steel give up fighting for tomorrow: Doomsday and death.

The last thing that crossed my mind amidst the sound of the people's anguish, the media's frenzy and the city's devastation was the thought of fighting for Lois even in the afterlife.

[prelude to Superman, an earlier piece]

TRAPPED

2007-03-06T02:19:00.000-08:00

i must really be SUPERMAN.
*pat on the back*

ayy, feeling. hehehe. buti na lang nameet namin ni cuyeg ang terrible deadlines. apir!
cam handling, done. exer6, done.
problema na lang kung papasa yung grade eh.

pero wag na muna yun problemahin. kung wala nang solusyon, wag na muna problemahin.
parang magiging boring na ulit buhay ko dahil walang hinahabol na deadline...
BUT WAIT! Trapped, to be passed on Thursday. 6 hours of editing left.

THANK YOU ulit kay Marychelle, ang pinakamagaling na zombie slayer.
take that milla jovovich!

puntahan niyo din yung multiply niya, merishel.multiply.com... nandun yung prod pics
ng black and white productions... naaaaaks!!!!! sosyal.

sa costume party ni dastine... can i go as WENDY? can i go as PRINCESS JASMINE?
can i go as MALIBU BARBIE? can i go as a SLUT? can i go as a DRAGONFLY?
endless possibilities. naaaaks.

"SPARTANS! Tonight, we dine in hell!!!"

Doomsday

2007-03-01T04:00:00.000-08:00

so this is what it feels like to be Superman, ass-kicked by Doomsday.

take 3 na, hindi pa din pumasa. and to think i gave it my all.

tsk.

if i'm still Superman,
i'll make it through monday, 5pm.

still licking my wounds.

If all this will make me worth being with Lois Lane and staying in Metropolis,
then so be it.

On to battle.

my eyes

2007-03-01T03:55:00.000-08:00

so. it's been a while. ano nga ba purpose ng blog? outlet.

pwedeng paglabasan ng feelings.o kaya ng mga feeling mo bagong cool na salita like...
yung kinuwento ni chel dati. hehe.

kung polar opposite ako, papasa ako sa stat.
kung parang ako yung type, hindi ako papasa.

big-eyed, dark skinned. yeh.

un chien andalou thingy.
maganda sana din gawin yunsa vidprod, kaya lang hindi pa kaya ni Superman.

hindi pa kaya.

bakit kasi polar opposite eh. it bothers me.
i try to stop, but it's an addiction. i really, really want to stop. for my own good.

promise. it ends... tonight.

eto totoo na. kahit nag peace out siya kanina.