liquor ban?

tama bang 830pm at lasing na lasing na kami? si joy may nakikita nang clouds.

si dastine yung pinakamadaming nainom. dapat nga 1/2 yung share mo sa booze chong.

joy, wala sa inuupuan yung malas sa magic 99. nasa utak. hahahahahaha, peace tayo dast.

to gold, mina and marianne. nawa'y makasama kayo sa next na lakad slash inuman.

alam niyo ba guys na marimar look na si karen? at si jiji...wala, ganun pa rin. lutang. heehee.

i missed you guys. wednesday night ok?

started the program at around 5. or maybe 530, not really sure. basta 8 or 830 basag na lahat. beri good. drove around town (actually, merishel drove. we just sat and laughed). wow, ang dami na naman na U-turn na ginawa. record breaking na talaga yata yung kagabi. lost count eh. nadaig yung tagaytay.

the ambiguous/film noir/crime scene looking reggae bar was luckily closed. ended up at starbucks sa shopwise. wise decision. coffee vs booze, and coffee kind of won.

drove everyone to their pitstop. merishel's a master driver now. texted dastine a drunk text and she actually fell for it. laugh trip in chel's car. went home. texted everyone. lied on bed.

FELT WORLD SPIN.

*fade to black*


abandon ship or abandon hope?

laugh laugh laugh

magpopost sana ko ng very emo post. pero sobrang napatawa ko ni merishel.

"mina with the fugly boyfriend? ewww"

hahahahahaha *hits head on monitor while laughing*

peace tayo mina. joke lang yun. alam ko naman hindi mo mababasa to dahil nasa kweba ka eh. at hindi to mababasa ni ice dahil tinutulungan ka niyang mag-ayos ng rock furniture sa kweba niyo.

whew. emo night averted. thanks pare.

R O O K I E

filmed FILM NOIR exercise last saturday. totally bombed lighting. para sa'kin maganda na, pero siyempre hindi pa rin benta kay miss. at siyempre ayaw niya yung storytelling. siguro nga malabo. pero barilan kasi eh. and gangsters. so probably, not really her type. hence 2.5.

parang hindi talaga ko for filmmaking. pinapakita na yata ni Lord sa'kin ang tamang daan. mababa ako sa subjects ni miss rica eh. last term, FEATURE. ngayon CINEMAT. feature filmmaking and cinematography. parang sinasabi ni Lord, **hint, hint**. sa ibang field niya ko pinapapunta.

sa ibang field ko na lang daw ilagay sa credits ang ANIMO LA SALLE.

terribly needed to blog. pero madaming hindi pala pwede isulat. kailangan pala ifictionalize. or daanin na lang sa emo na kanta.

so bale 3/4 emo 'tong post, 1/4 animo.

must bloody refresh brain for wrifilm.
must do something with life.
must stop obsessing.
must get in bloody fit shape.

akin na lang, please.

ang tagal ng term na 'to

"how can you be paso????how can you be paso?????????"

buti nagkaintindihan kami nila malia, jason, sara at jaja kanina na pare-parehas kaming walang ginagawa. parang hindi kami busy.

cool kids kami ngayon. para sa'min. kasi pa-peteks-peteks lang eh. hindi ko sigurado kung ganyan nga spelling ng term na yan.

pero pinag-usapan namin ni jason kagabi na napaka-walang ginagawa nga namin ngayon. tipong slacker type na tuloy kami. parang hindi tuloy namin ininda yung halos three hours na chismisan.

three hours...sounds family huh? parang yung autobio lang ni jaso...

anyway.

wala tuloy dumidistract sa utak ko from #7 and #9.

nakita pa namin si #7 kanina. sa may agno. very very hot and luscious. kahit mas matangkad ka ng konti sa kanya jason, mas sexy at macho kasi siya eh. tsk.

thesis thesis, what shall i do with thee?

"let's make peteks."
-malia

magic 899...can i be in that booth???

simon atkins + cholo villanueva in a tight enclosed space.

baka pwede ako mag teleport sa booth ng magic. ples.

listening to them on the radio. listeners can text in questions.

junior jock: for simon, this is from kat. kung naging babae ka, magiging crush mo kaya sarili mo?

if i would answer that for him, i think yes.

yes yes, that was my question. kat. kat pasigan.

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

they played your guardian angel during the simon-cholo radio show.

back to zero

last night was a major droolfest for me and ale.

HE LOOKED AT ME!!!! too.

he looked right at me. i was holding lau's 3CCD videocam. with focus ring. but sara's new videocam beats all others.

anyway!!!

major drooling and sugar rush. HE LOOKED AT ME!!!!

oh #7, i'll show you what it means.

it's lau's birthday today!!! happy happy birthday lau!!!

last night was also kind of a bipolar night. i was really annoyed earlier in the night. my tita molly commented that she hoped i would be as sexy as kc concepcion. suuuuuure, yeah. you know why it's annoying? i'm not that kind of girl. i never will be. i'll never be the prom queen/star of the night/most popular girl in school/prettiest heartthrob girl. i'll never be a vixen. i'll never be oozing with sensuality. i'll never be THAT kind of sexy.

don't get me wrong, THAT kind of girl is hot, but i'm just not cut out for it.

i'll never be that girl. i think i've made that clear to a lot of people since my low self-esteem days in first year college, and yet they still don't get it. and i'm really close with molly. i know she knows me, but she still thinks i'm not my ultimate self because i'm not a kc concepcion type.

bleh.

jogging with malia et al and marsh is a different thing. i'm not trying to be a vixen. i just need exercise.

and who knows when #9 or #7 will use the same elevator i'm using at the same time that i'm in it?

watch out for the #9 version of above pic.

school spirit at an all time high

sabi nga ni pj walsham,
"ang sarap maging lasallian ngayon!!!"

true, very true.

kahit nakisabay ang victory party si manny pacquiao, daig pa rin ng victory party namin yung kanya. live simulcast from dlsz (or is it gh?) dahil champions din yung men's juniors basketball ng lasalle.

HE LOOKED AT ME!!!




parang buong gabi ko tinatawag si cholo every chance i get. starting from the parade. it's bordering on "feeling close". rubbing elbows na yata kami eh. parang ganun lang eh. so malamang, sa ilang beses ko siyang tinatawag, titingin talaga siya ano.

but seriously, i think the novelty of the basketball players has worn off on me. it's my very own araby: the excitement and adrenaline rush of getting to see them at the victory party and having them sign their names and getting their pictures, wasn't really all there when the exact moment of seeing them came. kind of like what malia always reacts. "nyeah." which is said malia/homer/fat kid on simpsons style.

congratulations, i am now officially basketball fever free.

pero ieexploit ko pa din ang moment kay cholo kapag binigay na namin sa kanya yung interview. hindi ko na talaga palalampasin yun.

CHOLO MOMENT 1:
during parade
cholo passes by
kat: CHOLO! CHOLO! jumping up and down
cholo: uy... waves hello
kat: pinalabas sa class kanina yung video!
cholo: ah talaga?
kat: waves bye

kasi parang ang awkward na nung moment. we were doing this while he was walking away, because he was in the parade. parang... sige na, diyan ka na, lakad ka na, nakakahiya na eh. pero napaka bait niya talaga.

CHOLO MOMENT 2:
at "backstage"/sidelines of stage
because ale and i wanted to see
who the hell was playing
ale: si cholo!!!
kat: papicture na tayo!!!
ale: tawagin mo! game!
other people rush to get his picture
kat: milan! milan! sign language na papicture kami kay cholo
milan does his best
but cholo is stressed and busy already
milan: mamaya, promise, mamaya talaga.
or something like that

CHOLO MOMENT 3:
at backstage/sidelines again
the athletes are coming our way
but who's at the sides???
kat: takes stalker/paparazzi pics of cholo
kat: CHOLO!! CHOLO!! waving like a lunatic
cholo: looks and points at kat


you're my favorite flava


tapos ang sweet sweet naman niya sa girlfriend niya. sabi nga ni jill napaka-cinematic nung moment. awwwww. out of the crowd, he goes out of his way, handpicks one girl, takes her hand, guides her out of the crowd. *tear*

see, even my tears are green.
gagawa tayo minsan ng movie na ganun jill.


hey ho, let's go cholo

white flag (with green, para school spirit pa rin)

it's like i'm always the last to let go. i find it so hard to forget. i've already said to myself that i'm used to the cold, and will stop NOW. but that was, what, a month ago? puh-lease. could anyone be more pathetic than me? it's a stupid infatuation, bloody hell.

wobs, sorry if i dissed you in my blog 2 years ago. i think it was 2 years ago. basta. sorry. huhu. wala lang, nadaanan ko lang yung early entries mo. hoping to be really, really good friends with you again.

today was a not so day. but ubreak was damn great!!!!!!! malia, lau and i were preparing to defend our thesis proposal. and we were preparing new concepts as well (we tried). the chances of getting approved were very slim, like i'd be more likely to bump (literally) into cholo villanueva than get approved. and he doesn't go to school anymore.

but we got approved.

don't mind the monotony, but we were jumping out of the room after dr. diaz announced that our tv pilot thesis is a go. the wrifilm decision screenplay is just getting to me, since my screenplay is very emo again.

don't you get tired of pimples? don't you get tired of the cold?

wobs, makulayful dahil emo. goodluck sa lit. apir!

wala ulit pahabol na hirit. whoops, auteur ko na yun ah.
si jason ellipsis, ako pahabol.

bought a green shirt today

ay ale. sana hindi na sumasali sa UAAP wars yung mga school na hindi naman kasali. bitter pa, UE dapat nanalo, ganon? eh hindi naman part ng UAAP yung school niya. at hindi pa yata niya napanood yung superhuman performance ni villanueva at casio. dun pa lang kitang kita na kaya.

oh well papel.

puro McGuffin pala yung Underworld Evolution. holy pomelo. hindi ko na nasundan yung storya after 20 minutes. pero tuloy tuloy lang yung habulan, bugbugan, kagatan at duguan.

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

walang pahabol na hirit.
because very very emo.

dahil half emo yung blog ko

time to be emo for 5 seconds.

for the saddest girl in the world
discovery screenplay
lines from Second Star to the Right
by The Avengers

i know it hurts
and tears won't stop
especially when you fall
from the 70th floor

walang rhyme. wala. i'm used to the cold.

time to be a groupie again!!! para hindi na emo.

be mine number nine

on animoisms

ganda nung kay neil.

give me banana neil medina.

so si jason din.

do your best jason lopez.

at defender daw ako na player.

stop the man kat pasigan.

loooooooooove it.

so much better than
can't get any better than youri escueta

lucky lasaret and victory

well, if that wasn't lucky, i don't know what to call it.

we had LASARET for the weekend, and prayed all week that the bus would have TV. the bus DID have TV, only it didn't have reception and could only play dvds. GREAT. the whole bus ride yesterday was spent texting/calling yas and then relaying updates.

pero masaya dahil kahit loser kami, nakikicheer pa kami at nakikibash. very good.


GREEN ARCHERS BRING BACK TROPHY TO TAFT


narinig ko pa kay sara na si #9 ang may dala nung trophy pagpasok nila ng school kagabi. cholo please. please. ang galing galing mo nung game. very very deserving mag MVP.

at si jvee casio?
ay. jedi master. yoda ng UAAP.
may "the force" din yata siya.

but poor UE. all that 14-0 for nothing.

good thing i got to experience a UAAP championship during my stay at La Salle.

i will always bleed green.

i will always rather be green than be blue.

i will always honor my alma mater.

I WILL MAKE AN ANIMO AVP SOMEDAY.
step aside La Salle bashers.

the new layout is for you nine.

let's not talk about my the encounter. with #7.

best week ever

so we sort of interviewed pj walsham and simon atkins. it was for yas and lau's segment, and because i already signed a contract with them, i'll be hosting for them for the rest of the term. so i was the one who went up to #5 and #7 and asked them to describe cholo in one word.

ang bait bait bait ni pj. ang friendly at ang warm. so i also got to interview #7. ho-hum. ngayon ho-hum na lang, kahit nung monday halos magpakamatay ako para mainterview siya. oh well papel. so much for being really hot and sexy.

"heart. heart."

went jogging with marshy elliott. yas came to sit with us. that was after all the sugar and adrenaline rush. i was still kinda not over the "he looked at me!!!!!!" part of the interview. but then it was really heartbreaking that someone so hot could be......so not. right.

but still, i got to talk to him.

eeeewwwww. it's like being in a high school movie. i'm getting crazy over the jocks and becoming a basketball groupie. this sucks man.

Debord also presents the spectacle as an instrument of unification. The sudden death game of the Blue Eagles and Green Archers proved just that. The entire Lasallian community was unified in rooting for their favorite players against the Ateneo team. But this appears to be common ground because the rivalry between the two esteemed universities has been going on for decades. What really proved an unexpected unification of Lasallians was their support for the team against the unbeatable University of the East. Everyone in the Lasallian populace supported the Green Archers, wanting to prove that La Salle would be the one to beat the seemingly invincible Red Warriors.

The spectacle of the first finals game against the Red Warriors became a unifying force for all Lasallians. The massive crowd of Green Archers supporters stood and cheered as one once they all found out, at the end of regulation, that UE can actually be bled.

society paper. great. i am now officially a loser.

goodbye #7.

pandemonium in z2

UE attempted one last 3 pointer. timer goes down to 0. EVERYONE REJOICES. absolutely everyone at the canteen were on their feet, either jumping or pumping their hands in the air, and screaming their lungs out.

natatalo rin pala ang UE eh.

just like that scene from 300 where Leonidas proves that a god-king can bleed. oh yeah.

patron seats kami sa labas ng z2 nung una eh. as in kaharap namin yung mga jalusi na bintana. beri gud.

magiging mas patron seats sana kami sa tv studio kay mang ric, kaso naman tinaboy kami. hmf.

well, being in the midst of other sweaty, nervous and cheering lasallians in the canteen wasn't so bad. actually, it was great. there's no other way to feel school spirit and camaraderie than to be in those locations during these great UAAP games.

galing ni simon atkins dun sa breakaway niya.

neil napaghahalataan na kita ah. hehehehehe.
malia says, "tangina, paa ka lang ni atkins!!!"
jason says, "o, kaya mo yan, kaya mo yan..."
*espiritu sinks a free throw*
jason says, "tangina, kaya mo nga."

cholo, you're my favorite flava.

what's your flava????

today's rating was up there in the TOP 5 BEST DAYS OF YOUR LIFE.

being a host in yas and lau's segment prod comes with great benefits. the last time, i got to be very risky. i tried eating new food (indian), which was very surprisingly good. then, this week, i got really really really close to a campus celebrity.

pero "close" as in katabi ko siya. during an interview. at parang na-trauma pa yata siya sa mga tinanong ko.

so what really is your flava, cholo villanueva?

ngayon lang ako nagkaron ng regrets. actually, kanina pa. may ibang questions kasi na nakaligtaan kong itanong. SAYANG!!!! at hindi ako nakapagpa-picture o nakapagpa-autograph. WHATTA SHAME!!!!! kasama dapat yun sa interview eh. para matawa din si cholo. o kaya baka masuntok niya ko, pwede rin.

ang bait bait bait pala niya. at nakakatawa siya. mabilis siyang naka-ride na crazy/sabog/punk'd interview lang yun.

at grabe ah. yung guns niya, very deadly weapons. don't mess with that guy. mala vin diesel-esque na ata yung biceps niya.

so much for you #7.
cholo is the way to go.
onwards, cholo, onwards to victory!!!

kung hinde, baka pati kami ibagsak ng mga prof namin. sige ka.

anung feeling ng nananakawan ng halik?

great moments they pass by
if you're careless
desperately trying to speak the words
i've been wanting to say for a long time

tongue tied, every time I try to talk to you
in time, I'll find the right line

ganitong ganito yung feeling. yung napaka frustrating. na nakakairita.
for example:
1. madaming pagkain pero "on a diet" ka
2. madaming concept sa thesis pero di ka makapili kung alin gagamitin
3. madaming mentors, pero on sabbatical yung gusto mo
4. may number ka nga, di mo naman matext

oh well papel. sana talaga matuloy na yung interview nila yas at lau!!!! bwahaha. at sana ma-approve na kami sa thesis proposal. at sana maka-move on na si malia. heehee.

wrifilm and cinemat are very very fun subjects. but society is the best.
it is very very very fun.

semi-script reading sa wrifilm. aba, si jason ang pinili kong magbasa nung lead guy part sa screenplay ko. sana si jed na lang pala. nung si jason, naging manyakis ata yung lead guy ko. instead of emo/gentle/i-really-just-care-guy.

Caught a glimpse of you
I tremble every time you walk by
hopelessly trying to find a way
to be near you, to get near you

in my mind,
plays thoughts of you all the time
i'll find the right line

i'm used to the cold.